♥* CONLUCION *♥

I LOVE YOU BOTH!
I HOPE YOU BOTH KNOW AND UNDERSTAND HOW'S THE PERSON AM I ACTUALLY.
AND I NEVER SAID THAT I JEALOUS THAT THE GUYS ALWAYS STICK WITH YOU.
I JUST DON'T WANT THAT YOU GUYS JUST THINK THAT I'M THE KIND OF GIRL ONLY NEED BOY FOR LIFE.
I'M NOT :(
I'M JUST FEEL SAD WHEN YOU GUYS NEGLECTED ME AND ONLY JOIN OTHERS.
I KNOW I ALWAYS MENTION THIS.
AND I'M TOO SENSITIVE AND EMO.BOTH ARE UNIQUE
I ALSO KNOW YOU GUYS HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE.
BUT FOR ME YOU BOTH ARE UNIQUE.
I JUST DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANYONE.
I'M SELFISH.
I ONLY THINK I WANNA OWN YOU BOTH.
BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT RIGHT.
SO I KNOW I HAVE I HAVE TO CHANGED.
I'M SORRY IF I MADE YOU BOTH FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE.
AND I'M SORRY THAT I DIDN'T THINK CLEARLY BEFORE I SAID OUT SOMETHING TO MADE THE SITUATION LIKE RIGHT NOW.
SO BAD~
IF CAN I WILL TAKE BACK ALL THE WORDS.
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T.
I JUST HOPE WE REALLY CAN BACK LIKE BEFORE.
SORRY~

我是罪人。。。。。。。。

♥* HATE *♥

I'm really fucking hate my life right now.
People always pretending.
Hot and cold.
I'm boring with it.
Friends.
Love.
Life.
Everything.
I don't feel like wanna play this kind of game anymore.
I wanna stop.
Don't you think so?
What's for that treating someone like princess or king?
What's for that you love someone but he doesn't care at all?
What's for?
I used to tried so many times to being strong.
But until now~
I'm tired at all.
I wanna stop everything.
Stop my life.
I chose to stp my life.
So please don't ignore me again.
Cause i will just disappear.
And you guys wont see my this fucking ugly face again.
Let the real me rest in peace................

THANKS!

♥* LOVE *♥

Mhm.........
It's a long time that i didn't updated my blog.
There's really too much things happened.
About friends.Love.School.Life.........
ARGHHHH~TIRED!
I hope there's a break to let me rest a bit.

First.
I feel guilty that i talking shit at her back.
But that's really what i feel.
And the things i said doesn't mean that i don't love her.
I really appreciate the time when i'm with her.
She's just like a big sistser.
But sometimes just neglected by her.
And make me jealous?
I don't know.
I just hope she will understand....
And another big sister too.
I really hope we can back like before.
I love you both :'[

Love.
Finally i broke with him.
And i learned how to put down all the things.
And let him go.
There's no way to keep him to be mine if he doesn't care anymore.
So i let him go and i can breath again :)
But i met the new "HIM"
Is that the happy thing?
Maybe no maybe yes.....
I have no idea.
I don't really know what am i for him.
Does he really love me?
But one thing that can sure is i'm really fall for him.
I don't want to.
But my heart keep thinking him.
There's really no way to keep 3 person in a relationship.
Really no way.
I will choose to give up?
I don't hope to get hurt anymore.
CONFUSED.

Hair show.
There's a hair show waiting for me =_=
And once more time i feel stress again.
I'm really worry about that i can afford this hair show.
Can i?
Arghhhhhh~FUCK!
I hope i can disappear and i don't have to do anything and face anything.
But it's a weakness..........
GOGOGOGOGO!
I CAN DO IT!
ps:I DOUBT XD

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