♥*EVERYTHING IS FINE*♥

Finally.Everything is fine :) The pass few days really sucks.Cause fight with him and a lot of problems with friends.That really make me can't even breath.That few days really the worst days ever in my life.But right now i'm fine.^^Me and him back to like before or maybe sweet than before.He said don;t ever try to said "break up" this word again.And i promised i wont anymore cause i just realise i really can't live without him.I love you.Baby :) The second thing is that me and my friend get back like before too.She said sorry to me cause she ignore me these few days.But she got her own reason so it doesn't matter.At least now we know what's the problem and fixed it already.I'm really fine now^^I can laugh awhole day without any reason.LOL~I LOVE HIM AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS.Hope that i can keep this situation like right now forever.

♥*THE END?*♥

He's UNIQUE for me.I love him very much.I can't live without him.Maybe people will think that everyone can say these all stuffs easily and being fake when saying these but i really mean it to this boy.Well.There's distance between us.And sure i know we will have troubles because we weren't near each other.I know we should be faithful to each other and must be trust each other to keep this relationship.I do try my best to keep it up.But sometimes i don't know what he thinking about.Sometimes he's funny.Sometimes just didn't speak a word.I do understand people got emotion but he never tell me and just said"NOTHING" this word.I really love him so much.More than i expect.Maybe i really over love him made me think that he didn't care me.But sometimes i just hope that he can giving more love to me and show more love to me but he never.Recently.I feel that we really being so far away.It's not because the distance just a weird feelings appears between us.And i can't describe how is it.Complicated.We just like stranger.Didn't talk much like before.What happened?We don't know.I do told him what exactly i want and what exactly i think.He just sounds like nothing happened.I hate that he being like this.He still care me?I don't want to lose him.I wanna have future with him.But will it happen?I just need more attention from him.I'm really happy when i'm with him.When i writing this.I really miss him at this moment.I hope he's here right now.Plus today i really mad at him cause he didn't sms me a whole day yesterday.I think all girls have the same feelings with me when their boyfriend being like this.And i said something really serious to him.Now we are stopping sms each other.I admit i try to act like wanna break up with him but i never mean it.I hope we can being like before.
PS:I love you.You are the only one for me.

♥*FRIENDS?*♥

It's really hard to live for me recently.LOVE and FRIENDS both got troubles on...."sigh"Let's start with the troubles of FRIENDS first.I don't have many friends since i came KK cause i'm not a pro-active person.I always silence/quite/like to being alone.So i think people think i'm weird.But i'm just not that easy to get on with.But i swear i'm not arrogant!Anyway.I still knowing some friends here and i do treat them like my real/true/lovely friends even we weren't know each other a long time yet.But friends are really important in life.Once you can get along with them then that's mean they are really hard to find in life.There's 2 friends that i really appreciate since i came KK.And we do have a lot of crazy/happy/silly time and memories.I can said that we always stick together and playing around and acing silly always.That's really happy time in life.But recently the 1 of them changed.She changed to be really strange with me.And don't even wanna talk with me.Even she's talking with me but i can feel that she's ignore me.I don't know what i did wrong and i don't know what happened or maybe she has her new friends and feels better when she's with them.Whatever.I can't control her life.And i will be the real me and wont complain anything to her.LALALA~at least there's still a friend that i know she care me.So yeah~Yoanne!if you are stalking this then don't ever try to dump me XD cause now i really need you haha!!!LAME~ =_=

♥*NEW HERE*♥

Mhm...How to start...
I'm new here.
The reason that i start this blog thingy is because there's something wrong happened in my life recently.And i can't find anyway to sulk or trying calm my stress........So i wanna write it all down here to memorize what exactly happened in my life.Sure i will post anything on like when i'm happy.lame.crazy.or neither sad.I wont hide my mood on here cause words is the best way to describe my feelings and it will never complain me.So if you are reading this stuffs and i would like to say thanks to you^^And hope that you can enjoy my blog and post some comments on for me :) Thank You! *WITH LOVE*