♥* I LOVE YOU *♥

Today i went to his house.
And we take a bunch of pictures^^
Yea~We are POSERS! xD
Really enjoy the moment when i'm with him <3
Here's some favorite pictures from me =]

Muacksssssssss!!!!I LOVE YOU,BABY <3

Hrrrr~Silly faces! :P

I love the way you kissing me =^^=

LOL~Tongue VS Tomgue :P

Baby
I love the way you holding my hands
I love the way you hugging me
I love the way you kissing me
I love the way you bite me :X XD
I really love you
Never want to lose you
Muah! <3

♥* THE SPECIAL FEELINGS EVER *♥

*That's the ribbon clip by me XD* CUTE!!!

Today is 24th JULY 2009.It's the third day that i back from KK to SDK.When the first day i met him.We didn't talk even 10 sentences?Just a bit feel strange.After i back home.He sms me that say"You said want to solve the problem face to face but why you said nothing?"He do still remember that thing.Am i need to be happy or?Cause this mean that he still care a lot about us.The second day.I went to his house and really surprised that his mom and his little brother at home.OH GOG!i shocked!And he's still sleeping!WOW~So i just sitting in his bedroom and being quite.But his mom is nice though.Got talk with me a bit.He doesn't introduce me to his mom that i'm his girlfriend but at least he doesn't hide anything too =] That day i just help him to straight his hair and we still being strange.But after we going to cyber and sitting together at the counter.He start holding my hands.That feelings come back to me again.Warm.I ask him"You never answer my question that i asked you many times"*do you still love me?* Then he looking at me holding my hands said"I love you"I don't know give what response.I just giggles.And there's many things happened behind the counter~you know XD hahaha!The third day.Today.I went to his house again.We both thought that his house will be blank but.........his little brother still feel sick so stay at house =_= a bit dissapointed LOL~Well.His little brother name keong keong.He's just 6 years old child^^And he do know speaking chinese but he never want to speak it with me~So he just show me the action what he want to speak to me XD Cute^^ After that.Baby nick just sitting beside me on sofa and we watching tv together.Mhm~He holding my hands and giving me soft kisses sometimes.That feelings just i never had before...I feel like we are a family.So blissful so warm.I will never foget this moment *love* But he told me that he will follow his best friend go to Australia to work.......I never want bby to leave me =[ But...I can't control his life.....The only thing i can tell is i really love my baby~Wanna stay beside him forever *hug*

♥* FUCK OFF *♥

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
DON'T FEEL WANNA STAY AT THIS SHIT PLACE ANYMORE!
JUST FEEL SICK OF ALL THE THINGS!
EW~HATE!
DON'T TELL ME HATERS MAKE YOU FAMOUS!
YOUR FACES JUST LIKE CUNT!
DON'T THINK YOU ARE THE BEST!
ACTUALLY YOU ARE JUST A CHILD THAT STILL SUCKING YOUR MAMA'S MILK!
A GATE CRASHER!

AN ARMCHAIR CRITIC!
SHUT YOUR MOUTHS AND GO STUCK AT THE CORNER!
ONCE I SAW YOUR FAKE ASS FACES JUST FEEL LIKE WANNA STUCK THE SHIT IN YOUR MOUTHS!
LOSER!

Well.
Definitely in bad mood.
Extremely worst.
I'm really get bored with my life here.
Gonna take a breath.
Almost hate all the things.
EMO?
Yea~Maybe.
I'm going to delete this blog stuffs.
I'm still decide about it.
Cause i feel silly.
That's all.

*PS:IF THE WORDS I WROTE MADE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE OR MADE YOU THINK I'M A BITCH OR WHATEVER.I'M SORRY.THIS IS MY BLOG AND I GOT MY FREEDOM TO WRITE WHAT I WANT.THANK YOU. =] TRUST ME.I CAN BEING NICE ONLY WHEN YOU LOVE ME.

By the way.
I'M INLOVE WITH MEGAN FOX!AW~~~~~~ =^^=

♥* SICK *♥

SICK!!!!!!!!!!!
Is that H1N1?! :O
Nah~I think i'm not that serious?
But i didn't going to Snips like forever.
This week probably will be my abcent week =_=
Tuesday.Wednesday.Thursday.
These 3 days i just staying at home.
Hella bored......
And tomorrow will be Friday.
Well.I admit Friday will be the lazy day for me XD
Then start from 20th July until 2th August.
I will going back to my hometown SDK.
So i think my Snips friends wont get to see me like 3 weeks long~
Wow~a long time tho.
But something make me sad is both of my best friends didn't call me even a sms :(
Maybe they are busy or whatever....i don't know.

Anyway.
I'm excited waiting for the day that i back to SDK.
Cause i can see my family and HIM again.
I hope i can stay over there long but impossible~ *SIGH* And i'm really mad about the girls who hitting on him!
I know he's already deleted the album of us and set his status to "complicated"
But it doesn't mean everyone can hit on him.
That just make me on the fire! F*ck off!!!!!! >.<

Fine.....
I'm tired...
It's time to take medicine again =_=
Sucks! ~~~~~

Take care of yourself.Everyone =]

♥* I WANT WE BACK LIKE BEFORE *♥

9th July 2009.Today i didn't go to class.So i just stay at home.But i woke up early like around 8.30am.I lying on my bed.Suddenly my phone ringing.It's a message.I holding my phone in my hand and click ok.I thought it was my senior or others friends.But it's appear the name i waiting a long time.It's a message from my baby nick.I was so excited and surprised.Cause his phone was crap and we didn't sms each other like ages plus we got problem between us.But i'm really happy that we can keep contact with each other and he still remember to contact me.Is that mean he's still care me?I don't know.After we chat a bit.I just feel that he's not samelike before anymore.

Me:You changed already.Didn't same like before.Didn't sweet to me again =[
Him:Yalor.Not same already.
Me:Can't we back like before?
Him:Donno.
Me:Ya.I can feel it.
Him: :P
Me:I think i will back to SDK and we solve the problem face to face,k.
Him:OK.
Me:Can i ask you a question?And don't ignore this questionplease.
Him:What?
Me:Do you still love me?
Him:Donno.
Me:It's okay.......
Him:I'm going to eat now.
Me:okay...

I'm really sad after these message.I know he doesn't care me anymore.But why he still keep giving me hope?If he doesn't love me then why still sms me?Why he can't just leave me alone and go away?The pain inside my heart is nothing can describe.The only thing i want to do is just i wanna get him back and let him back like before.I really love him so much.I just really can't let him go.But if he wanna go then i will let it be.Now i just wanna be with him.My friends used to tell me that i'm just stupid and nees time to forget about him but i really can't.All i want is him.Nothing else.I love him.I love Baby Nick.

♥*KK BOX *♥

The birthday girl-Terita and Me =]

Well.It's 7th and we plan to celebrate my friend Terita's birthday which is at 8th.
So we are going to KK BOX to celebrate her birthday^^
We arrive there like 7.30pm.

The first thing we do is faster take the plates and catching the foods XD
Cause we are waiting for the meal from morning.So hella hungry!LOL~

Well.We finished the meal XD
It's the MESS!LOL~

After that.We just singing nonstop.But the room we in is really sucks!The monitor is always appear problems. =_=" Remember!That's ROOM 11^^.Then 12am is coming.And the waiters there take the birthday cake that we prepare go in the room.And we singing birthday's song to Terita.By the way.The situation is a bit auckward.HAHA!But we are happy to be honest^^Vanessa and Me (She's Terita's sister^^ plus my housemate :D)
Pearl And Me
C.K Chung and Me (He's my roomate =_=") XD
Jason and Me (He's my Sister's Boyfriend^^)
Lycann and Me (He's my Cousin plus roomate =])
Ah Man and Me(My Housemate =])
Lycann,Jason,Wei Wei(my sister) and Me :D

The we just taking photos with terita.For sure i have catch the chance to taking pics with my housemates too^^So that night is a bit hyper and my voice is totally broke after singing the 6 hours XD

Anyway.Hope Terita is happy and wish that her dreams will come true =]
Happy Birthday!

♥* BAD MOOD *♥

SHIT!CUNT!FUCK!SUCK!DAMN!ARGHHHHHHH~
Really bad luck recently.
There's something wrong happened yesterday.
And that made me and my friends in bad mood~
Just because something mistakes.
Don't know where to start.
Cause just too complicated about the whole thing.
Don't want to mention it again.
But still worried about my dear friends~
Hope that they are fine and peace.
And i hope that they know i love them.
Especially.Yoanne and Christine this 2 so poh~
PS:Damn!The cake still in my bag.Blame on yoanne NG!!!:P
Hope that they are okay right now.
And know what's the right decision in their life =]
I love them so much!MUACKS~~~~~

Another thing is i don't even know that i'm single or what.
I tried to get back with him cause i realize i really love him.
But he sounds like don't care at all.
When asked him that he still love me or not but he didn't answer me.
I don't know what to do.
But i just don't want to lose him.
My friends said that i'm silly.
But i just addicted to him.
I really love him.
And i wanna be with him.
*SIGH*