♥* GOD BLESS *♥

Well.
There's a new plan for DECEMBER.
Because of some reasons i have to change my plan :(
But i'm happy though.
Cause i can meet my hubby faster :P
He will come over here at 1st DECEMBER.
He will stay here with me until 11 DECEMBER.
Then we back to SDK together. :)
But there's something i'm worry about.
The hairshow is coming soon.
And i must be so busy.
Then i worry that i don't enough time to accompany my hubby :(
Whatever.
At least he can stay beside me every night ^^

Hairshow.
7th DECEMBER.
I hope that day everything will be fine.
And no any bad things to happen.
Cause this is the first hairshow.
So i hope it will be a safe and great hairshow ever :)

Another way.
My dear friend that already at KL.
She met some problem over there though.
But she's a strong girl.
And she really try to impress her feelings.
Cause she doesn't want us to worry about her.
But.Dear.
If you always impress your feelings then you will be more stress and unhappy.
What's friends for?
Friends will always by your side and will listening you always.
But now you let us know that you are really fine.
And i do trust you.
But don't impress anything again.
Be happy and have a new nice life over there :)
Miss you.

God bless.
My plan wont ruin by anything else again.
The hairshow will be all okay.
My dear friend will have a nice life there.

THANKS GOD.

♥* DECEMBER *♥

DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm waiting ~
Faster come!
Well.
There's a hairshow at 7 DECEMBER.
And the hair i made is almost done.
Thanks for the idea from my lovely teacher " GARY " ^^
And i do hope there's no any mistake will happen when the hairshow is on.
GOD BLESS PLEASE~ :)

By the way.
That's not the reason i waiting for DECEMBER come over.
The main reason is my hubby will come over here^^
Cause all my housemates wll back to hometown with their school holidays~
So just left me alone in this big house~ =_=
Sounds really horrible!
I have to being alone with the first 10 days of DECEMBER.
Then my hubby will come to me.
And he promised it =]
He changed a lot~
Sure it's in a good way.
More caring and loving.
When i asked him tht he will come to me or not.
Then he had no consider about it then said yes.
I hope that we can keep like this.
And i can't wait to over my birthday with him.
It's the first birthday that i over with my boyfriend.
How will it be?
I'm wonder^^

Christmas is coming soon too~
I will also celebrate it with him =]
He said he will bring me to his friend's party at house.
But not sure neither~
Whatever~
At least i'm with him that night :)

Other way.
DIET!
HARDCORE DIET!
I must slim at least over 5 kg this month!
Before he come to me~
I must work hard on it =_=
But it's already 2 weeks.
Seems like nothing change?
DAMN!
NO GIVE UP!
SLIM SLIM SLIM!

Anyway.
I hope all my plan wont disturb my anything.
Hope that all will really happen in next month.
GOD BLESS.

♥* FOR MY BFF YOANNE *♥

Tonight is the last night we met.
I didn't give you a hug or even say bye to you.
Cause i never hope tonight will be the last night of us.
I do hope you can stay.
But i have to let it be.
I know you will have a better life over there.
You are the girl who like to challenge to improve yourself.
And you are the strong girl.
But remember when you get injured then don't impress.
When you really need someone to help then don't be stubborn too.
Accept people's help maybe it will be better.
Don't too stress for yourself.
Maybe you will think no one will understand how's your feelings.
But if you don't say out then who will know right?
I know i shouldn't said these all things to you cause i'm like that too XD
But i really hope that you will be happy over there :)
You really teach me a lot of things.
I do remember what you told me when that day we being strange at snips cause of the status i wrote on FB.
I really feel guilty to wrote it after you talked to me.
I remember every words you said.
So you said you are selfish.
But i will never think so.
Cause i know i'm really emo and always quite sometimes.
I'm like weird human XD
But i think you understand who am i :)
And who doesn't like to being with funny people,right?^^
Yea.
So don't worry.
I understand everything.
But if i said i don't even feel sad when you guys didn't find me that's for sure is a lie.
But i do understand why :)
Anyway.
You have to take care and be happy always ya^^
If you wanna talk then you can find soh poh chris or me :)
One day we will meet again.
And i will give the big hug for you that tonight i didn't give.

I love you.
Yoanne. *TEARS*

♥* NEW START *♥

The new start of my life.
Me and him get back together again.
There's a really long long story to tell.
Mistakes we both made to let each other misunderstood.
But finally we talked to each other and solve the problems.
Sometimes just being quiet will made things being strange.
But sometimes being like that will made things going easy though.
So we have to make a right decision.
If you got any reasons to do kind of something then you should let people know it.
Cause once you hide the reasons then people will misunderstand you.
So if it's a good reasons then why don't you just tell it out?
Don't always let people guessing what's on your mind.

It's the mistakes we both made.
He doesn't tell me anything so i don't know.
I always guessing what he want.
I always doubting what am i for him.
Just because behind that anything he doesn't tell me are hiding a reason.
But now i know all.
And i'm glad that he told me everything.
So i really understand him now.
And i'm confidence that we can get along with each other now :)
I'm waiting you come to me this december.
I wanna spend all my time with you ^^
WAITING..........



The other side.
There's a special person gonna leave soon.
I don't want to think about it.
Cause it will just made me think so much.
This friend is important.
I can even call her like my sister.
She help me so much.
And we got happy or sad memories.
I don't know her a really long time.
But it's the fate made me to met her.
Mhm...............
Even i understand that she has a lot of best friends out there.
But for me.
She's the one that i can count using one hand with 5 fingers.
Cause i don't have too much best friends.
I hope that she can understand that sometimes i being emo or just don't like to going out.
So i missed many things that happened.
Sometimes i really blur and don't know about the topic. XD
Sorry for that~haha~
6 friends 1 soul is without me.
But i don't feel sad or jealous.
Cause i remember what you told me before. :)
She will leaving soon.
I'm not going to being sad.
Cause i know she can handle everything with her hands.
She's a mature and strong girl for me.
But don't always impress k?
Friends will always stay with you even there's the distance.
So yea~
I believe that you will have a bunch of new friends over there too :)
Take care and Good luck,girl ^^
PS:I will waiting that you coming back and let your hand put on my shoulder go shopping again XD

♥* I GOT IT *♥

*SMILE*
Recently.
I start feel that i changed my mind.
The way i think is not same like before.
I remember a sentence " There's no anyone can't live without someone in this world"
Yea.
That remind me i don't have to acting infront of anyone again.
I have to find my happiness.
The true happiness.
I wont impress and pretending again.
Cause i found that where's my happiness.
Who can give it to me when i'm with them.
I realize :)
Can say that finally i grow up?
Or finally i open my mind to accept anything new in my life?
I don't know XD
But i wont being sad or stupid for anyone that don't care me again.
I trying to get back to my own life =]
And just will care that anyone i love.
Anyone that put me in their eyes.
Anyone that made me feel comfortable and happy when i'm with them^^

YEA :)
On the way of this NOVEMBER.
It will be a busy month ~
*SIGH*
Concentrate!!!!!!!!
GAMBATEH!

♥* DIET *♥

NOVEMBER!
IT'S THE HOT MONTH FOR DIET! XD
Seems like all the friends near me is DIET!
So i have to be really SERIOUS this time! *Serious eyes with blinking stars* XD
so ADD OIL ADD OIL!
SLIM SLIM SLIM! >.<